Finally I found some time to blog. Actually, I have many things to do but I'm putting aside all of them because I feel I need to let it out. I'm feeling super burdened and stressed out on the inside. It's been a long time since I last feel like this. I feel that I'm breaking. I can't take a little criticism or a little hurt/disappointment now. I'm in a deep deep valley (emotionally down) and is trying hard to get myself out of it.
I don't feel good about teaching or leading my CG. Lots of work, lots of disappointments, lots of sadness because people don't understand me or respect me. Why has everything changed? Have I changed? Maybe. I don't need anything now. I just need God. Nothing else matters as long as I have God with me. I'm just gonna lift up everything into His hands and trust Him to bring me through.
"When you go through deep waters. I will be with you. When you go through rivers of difficulty, you will not drown. When you walk through the fire of oppression, you will not be burned up; the flames will not consume you." -Is 43: 2- (NLT)
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